iM sorry

salam semua,
today ..23rd october 2009
oh lord...
seriously,at first aku nak mintak maaf to all of my friends and especially him,sorry if this past will hurt you..

As manusia biasa,aku x dapat lari dari rasa sedih,now,im so depress..serious cakap..he's gone.

kenapa sekarang?kenapa?the words kept echoing in my head..

macam nak spill smua right now,again..i cry....

wanna be friends?

na x sesporting tu nak accept my 1st love to be my so-called-good friend sbb he got another girl...sedih..honestly.my 1st love..

sangat2 x leh terima,so arini,i decide to move on from your life..

xlayak...

na tawu...

(sigh)..heheh..again cry...

its hard to do this.but seriously, ilove you

and

if you love someone,

set him free....

and i did.........

its hard..even the hardest part that i have to face in my entire life..

mama,na nak balik..

nak nangis kat mama..

na x nak duduk sini dah...mcm mana na nak duduk sini dah,i have nothing left...

mama,please,i want to hold you tight and cry...

seriously,aku jadi mcm xdak arah dah dekat sini..

bkn nak mintak simpati.tp nak meluahkan apa yang tersirat di hati

i love him..yela,its been a year and a half.......

but kenapa now??i left law because of you sayang oi....but now,im alone,stranded in sbah..menangis.

tertekan sangat..there's nothing left..bukan nak cakap yang na xleh nk accept..tp na ntahla....

maybe awak malu kot,havin me as ur gf?hehe

full of weaknesses..

sian na kan.........

xla...kenapa nak kna ksian..

tp i had nobody to lean on except for the teddy bear yang awak bagi...

lepas ni...

xpayah la contact na dah(janji!!)

kalau na contact pun,jangan reply....k(anggap na ni xwujud)\

and if you really love her...dont treat her like u did to me.....

i will miss you..

going to,

and

u will always in my heart..

take care of yourself,and sorry for everything...